serenity

Thinking about the past years when i cannot wait to grow up.. Being a carefree little girl i don't have the patience.. i want to grow up and enjoy what an adult enjoys.  Independence, wilderness, maturity and beauty? ^^ hehe not really.  I used t be very impatient when it comes to time.  Why is it that time is so long for a kid and so short for an adult..? Time does not exist in childhood but an adult lives only by time.  A kid wants a taste of adulthood, while adults envy the youngsters and their laughter.. ahhh.. those high pitch laughter of pure joy~~ to play at night during a full moon, where the moon is round and full ..  and every time i catch a newborn i envy the fact that they don't have to worry about the world and about time .. all they do is wait.. wait to be fed and wait to be cleaned ^^.. I'm trying to practice that kind of way.. to wait and to be patient.. not to use too much of my time in one thing only .. we have a lot of time.. but we don't know how to use it .. As a nurse, i learned how to manage my time.. busy? no it's not a problem.. being very busy is what my body wants, especially if we have special and toxic cases.. what i lack is the time not to think about time..confusing ... but ill figure it out... i'll just be patient and i'll just wait.. "Time is not important only moments are"