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is it normal to miss someone you have not been with? actually you've been with him, but you are not that close before.. you've known him and begin to like him through the social network.. heheh.. then, you realize ah~~~ he's nice not because he showed interest on you but because you can talk anything to him and he is enduring all your kabuangan and ka abnormalan.. thank u! ^^you have that feeling that you cannot understand when you see his face...avatar? hehe ANNG? he is not available of course but that's ok...before you can think, you have a bestfriend then, there would be times you would think what if we became close or we've known each other before.. maybe .. it would be more fun ^^... right? why have you not showed up before? where have you gone? where oh where? why i have not seen you before? it is because... both of you look young and ugly before.. you have different interests and different circles of people.. haha.. Then, of course with that friendship there is love.. love that you have to set limits.. limits??? maybe not limited just the right kind of Love.. There would be times that he thinks my mind is kind of strange...like na-umol daw ako sa iya hahahahah....  but there are no dirty things going on my mind.. indi man ako dirty minded! whew! THen, he might think i am not searching because he is there..Well, all i can say is that i am not searchng for now because i am happy.. I have my love ones and i have you my dear friend.. i am satisfied for now that is why i am not in search for a boyfriend.. Maybe in the future.. Of course i also want to have a boyfriend and when that time comes.. i want to be prepared and that i will love him because i love him and not because i must love him.. Love is not an obligation, it s felt as what u said.. So, for now can i share my love with u? hehehe , so that when he comes i will share it with him also..o di bah.. chessy noh?  He does not have to be perfect... indi man ako choosy noh! indi man high ang standards ko.. but maybe you also know that when you like someone the feeling should be right.. Right my dear friend? When u ask me if i love u? i do love you when u said why? because that is what i felt plain and simple..fall in love with u? naka mighty bond and bibig ko.. ble! ^^ but there would be times nga namiss ta gid man ka... and if ever i have given you something, it is heartily given dear, so you are not oblige to give back or basi mag ask ka nga a gina hatagan ka sina, .... para e blackmail ta ka sa ulihi.... har har har!!! no.. i just want you to be happy, oki? so enjoy life to its fullest .... When you get married everything will change .. or just simply the future will change.. we don't know how, when and why, that is why let's enjoy today.. let's take the chance that God has given to us.. ang chance nga sang-una tani.. puro tani.. patani?  Maybe this is the chance that He has given to us... Kay na realize nya ang duwa ka abnormal dapat mag meet para mag join forces against evil spirits hehehe!! ^^ and u don't need to have a perfect body and perfect face para ma appreciate ka pre ^^, oki? i consider my face a curse before.. i don't know why.. but now i realize kay nanay kag kay tatay ni gale chura, so indi ko sya dapat e curse.. hahah!! lawig man type ko bah~~ twonx! i made a wishes way back then when little use to sleep and pray at night and wish for something impossible. di sya gale dear impossible.. coz there was you.... u want to know what my wish was? nek nek! i'm not telling you ^^ .. i'm keeping it ... mwo love u dear and thank u for being there for the time and for just being there.. bisan di ka lang maghulag ok na ina ^^ mwo ! Lots of love and HUG!! ^^